Thursday, September 11, 2008
God, help me in my unbelief!
I can't, today!
I'm watching 7-year-old footage, and all I can "pray" for is damnation!
On those who flew the planes, on Saudi Arabia for accepting it, on the Taliban, on Osama bin Laden, on President George W. Bush's administration for the distracting war in Iraq, which has cost us SO MUCH -- yet bin Laden, and Al-Quaida still thrive -- on those who to this day support and applaud such inanity!!
Damn it to hell. I made it until 10:30 p.m. today with no emotion tied to 9/11!
God. Help. Me. My. Only. Prayer. Is. God. Damn. And. God. Help. Me.
But I will throw myself on Monk's prayer and hope!
I say remember... how could I forget?
No one ever said following Christ was easy, and this is one of the hardest things He told us to do. But He did, and He did it in Roman occupied Judea. A place where you saw brutal murders by Romans on Jews constantly, and still He says this.
It simply must be God's perspective, not ours.